Apple of my 'i'

20^th Dec 2010

9:28 AM – my son was born

11:00 PM - And all I did was stare and stare at his tiny form...afraid to lift or hold him for the fear that he might cry

21^st Dec 2010  

11:35 AM– I hold him in my arms and watch him stare at me and I wonder what is going through that tiny little head

7:47 PM – my care taking duties begin and my first experience was not so bad after all :)

22^nd Dec 2010

8:12 AM– his shrill voice echoes in the room and I understand what it means to be clueless all over again (don’t compare this with what women put you through, that’s cryptic but this is utter helplessness)

10:25 AM – I watch him sleep and wonder what he is wishing for?

8:20 PM – he just can’t keep still. He needs to see where he is and who he is with.

11:52 PM – all I can say is that words cannot do justice to the experience of inexplicable joy